Any actuals improvements on this matter? I have not heard situation of this severity before. I would like to hear, how this was treated and what kind of results achieved by what method.
I read whole thread, and for me the poem was most remarkable, giving more feeling what is happening, about karmic influence. Kurushastrea's answer resonated best with, what I felt. Proceed with only one or few, have a game plan. Get more information about situation. If poem is right on everything, soul sickness indicates for karmic reasons.
If I understood poem right,
praying love and ligh
make problems fade
Evil do not disappear
by wait and pray
Whatever is hidden
will some day rise
light and shadow
is rotting of inner deeps
What I got from it overall, was that this thing may not been avoidable. Infection may have been carried by someone else, but could be so, it waited to get inside you. If this thing really is your old "friend", you have battled with earlier, previous life.
But this is more or less guessing. Best to head on gameplan with whoever is researchin matter further. Interested to hear, how things are going.
Bringing Out The Dead
Given time enough and life to spend,
a thousand years might see decay,
our misery, hatred, waste away
incarcerated agony in a casket heart
sealed against the light of man
so that one might see that dawning day
when only dust remained and I could
“Look, behold here once was hate,
lies, damnation and deceit,
all gone, turned to honest soil.
You see one need only wait and pray
to see your evil waste away.”
Whatever we hide we must one day raise
and rotting from our inner deeps
we raise the dead of our putrid past
and if we dare to close the lid, rely
on time to be well rid
of what is loathsome, foul and dark.
then will such poisons sweat a subtle dew
bedeck our face, our hands, our skin
and all without shall show within
the bloody stains of a soul’s disease
our inner toil, and damned decease.