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 Post subject: Reconnecting the Heart and the Mind - Death for the Spirit
 Post Posted: Thu Sep 20, 2012 5:59 pm 

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I'm hoping somebody experienced with this phenomena can help me find somebody that is experienced in healing this kind of disorder. About 10 years ago I smoked an extract of Salvia Divinorum after some emotional turmoil with my girlfriend. A native shaman tried to heal me afterwards but I guess I missed out on that experience, I didn't know the guy and he just walked up and I felt this force inside of me that was trying to open my heart I guess and I just reacted and shut it back down. After that I went to an initiated white shaman, and all he told me is "Reconnecting the heart and the mind.." and that the Salvia was like "A death for the spirit." and did a little energy work from accross the room on me.. he said the energy was stuck somewhere and nerve ripples went outwards from my heart accross my chest. I then had a couple encounters with native shamans after that.. one latched onto what felt like the base of my spine and slowly "bubbled" energy upwards until I felt it get to my head where a bunch of nerves felt like they were popping accross my head. then I went to a Native sucking doctor, and he extracted some negative stuff which provided a sense of relief in my heart. But even after all of these healings, I still have no connection to an internal world or feelings. How do I "get back into my heart."?? hopefully not 10 more years of meditation. Is anybody familiar with this sort of condition? Thanks.

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