Hello
I am quite worried at the moment. A brain aneurysm is a life threatening thing, potentially, which is the enlargement of an artery due to high blood pressure.
I do not have high blood pressure, although a few weeks ago I strained very hard and I had a pain behind one eye, ever since I've been having a feeling of pressure in that side of my head. These are definatly symptons of an un-ruptured brain aneurysm. I told my GP, but, like always, she dismissed it as my anxiety. Well, that is unlikely to say the least!
I have had little luck with women in past (I am only 17) although I'm now in a loving relationship with someone who I would not want to loose for anything, and my almost definate aneurysm is preventing me from being myself with her.
I have started chanting, but if this problem is entirely physical will it not work? I read this on the Spiritual Science Research website. Also an aneurysm is like a bulge so how, biologically speaking could shamanic healing return this to Normal?
I am seeing my girlfriend on friday and want to have a good day with her and I want to devote the whole of tommorow to chanting and attempt to clear up the proble, to a significant degree, but please give your suggestions as it is very important to me.
I am a guy in love, and I know that a shaman should not become too attached, but I had always thought that love was to a degree made up, and now I know that it isn't and I don't have any materialistic cares any more other than for our relationship, I guess that might seem sad. I am not attached to anything apart from her, and I ccan't stop thining that I will not be wih her due to a rupturing aneurysm.
Would it be be too much to ask for blessings/to send me energy off her? this is not something I expect although I jsut don't know what else to do. Can I be guarenteed a life wih her if I keep the positive attitude and use the law of attraction?
kind regars and blessings
I eagerly await your responses and I hope
linden