Well... I have finally released my burden, and learned some tecniques on healing, general fixing, and alteration.. I have learned some black-magic too, but I never do bad things to people.. BUT... it might come in handy one day, or not.
Anyway.. my core beliefs, huh?
I believe we are all made of energy, and the world is a hologram more or less. That we have always excisted in one way or another and thus shall k3ep exsisting for eternity, which would render things like "hell", "heaven/nirvana", "life", "death" nothing more than a mindset... That offcourse matereality is insanity, and madness the only truth.
Existance I think to be relative, but what people usualy think is wrong I think correct, vice versa. I am not sure about there being reptiles controlling the world from an other dimention, but I know someone is behind the curtain exploiting humans and raping mother earth and it doesnt matter who, in the end.. the solution is the same.
I believe my self to roam five dimentions... length, width, distance, energy, and the mad-underworld.... all existing at the same place and time, even though I do not believe time exists..
Last but not least; excuse my bad english, and have a nice day in these cold hours